Come find me, I will be disappointing.
You’re fading, so what am I doing here?
Constant Headache | Joyce Manor
And then you finally found me, pretending to sleep.
You said such nice things about me, I felt guilty and cheap.
In my high school newspaper class we would sometimes fill the back room with rolling desk chairs and push mosh to this song blasting from one of the computers and when they opened with it at the Pyramid Scheme last week it was like all of my seventeen year old dreams came true.
Stay Cold - Trapped Under Ice
I pulled you close because the world failed us both
Always knowing nothing could stay gold
The navigator of pain points my way once more
I will always stay cold
But the truth is, you were never there, you won’t ever be. Sometimes I think I’m not either so what do I do when every day still seems to start and end with you? And you won’t ever know, you won’t ever see, how much your ghost since then has been defining me.